This time
I failed.


Why is life behaving like this? It doesnt makes me feel like living any longer.
Eggtarts? I have too much to explain what Im feeling deep inside. You wont know how bad is it.
Its alrdy thrown away, just like this. Nthg can be done, you cant search for it anylonger in the bins.
Im feeling agitated, my anger is boiling at 100 degrees deep inside me.
I shouted into the phone. My freaking parents are not understanding! They dont know what I've been through, I cant possibily tell them its about relationship? They'll just laugh into their liver!
They shouted at me just because they quarrelled, giving stupid excuses that Im not serious about my studies. F' my mother, really! Thx to her freaking 'KIA-SU' friends to brain wash her! I hate it.. Thx to the both of them, Im tearing now, I have no moods for S.S. Son of your hood!
Boys, I've think through.. I shouldnt be a burden of yours, I have to be alone, single. Hope you'll understand. Sorry all..


I hate your msgs. I hate it when they told me you dumped it into the bin, I broke down, I did it again. And I dont think I shall stop.
Impression does change, the act you've done just hurt me too far.. I know Im rude, but Im saying about throwing smthg away, what can you say this time...
Not about scolding and went off, I cant take the pressure of your replies.
Yes, 3 more days, and today you did this, how are you gonna regret.


Schools great with friends..
Shikin called after school hours, sry, I m useless, I can only hear you cry girl.. :(
Jogging with Xavier, didnt manage to see that human.
I had puffy sore eyes, Im tired...
Tmr, CCA, damn.
Friday, performance, fittings for show, show at pines.
Its life, I'll have to accept it, beetch.

Monday, July 13, 2009 - 9:29 PM